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[02 Jul 2005|02:46am] |
SO LIKE ALL MY MOST RECENT UPDATES GOT DELETED AND I'M SAD :[.
I don't really ever use this anymore.
Myspace pretty much took over the world, and thats all i've been using lately.
My camera broke, so i've been mooching off other peoples cameras, so i dont update with pictures anymore.
But i do love.
<3
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[12 Jan 2005|08:40am] |
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I do believe everyone's ONE and TRUE love is out there. :)
Don't give up hope, i promise you'll find yours.
If in your life you've ever dealt with a heart ache or sadness from a boy or girl you had feelings for.
You can't just keep replaying and replaying that memory,
You gotta move on, don't give up.
You can be Lucky in Love ♥.
Love,
Mariam
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[19 Dec 2004|03:45pm] |
He's the piper and he'll take you through the wild and blue.
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DELETEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
WAIT HOLD ON THE PHONE!! UPDATE TIME!
No charges has been pressed, he has his license.
And it's all good. Way to go Blaney Boy.
Well have a goodnight everyone!! :)
HEY! It's my 100th entry! Happy Birthday Live Journal.
You have been a complete waste of time! Have fun! :D
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[06 Dec 2004|11:22pm] |
COMMENTSCOMMENTSCOMMENTS!! Please? :)
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Have we ever had sex?
33. Do you want to have sex with me?
34. Do you miss me?
35. Do you think i miss you?
36. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
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Before the sun is down today
I have a feeling of the
words that he'll say
putting all my feelings to a close
my friends already know
just let me keep my dignity
just say it to my face
or understand
what it's like to give a second chance
we'll see
tonight
I'll stand
In the light
So you can count how many tears fall from my eyes
this time I'll be alright
my heart can't get any worse
Today is just another break up day
It's my least favorite holiday
I think this time I'll stand up for myself
While you sit down
What's gonna happen anyway
I guess it's best you gave up right away
We can't be friends
Moving so fast headed for the end
we're done
tonight
I'll stand
In the light
So you can count how many tears fall from my eyes
this time I'll be alright
my heart can't get any worse
tonight
I'll stand
In the light
So you can count how many tears fall from my eyes
this time I'll be alright
my heart can't get any worse
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Good weekend so far!
Fryday
I went to school, took some tests, i'm doing really good in school now, i got all F's last quarter, but so far i have all my home work in, and my lowest test grade is a 95. Hopefully i can keep this up. Then I stayed after school to take a test, i did awesome on that, then Krista got out of Detention and my brother picked us up and then dropped us off at Montes. We got food, then we walked to my house. Then we met up with Dana, that was fun, then we all chilled at Chrissy's then Dana had to leave. Then my mom picked me and Krista up and we went to the movies. We met up with Christian, Rene, Ray, Jake, And some other kids. Then Isanji came. The movies were okay(wish we took the most of the moment and time together). Then We went to Taco bell, then Ray dropped me off. I went home, i was burnt out, then i went to bed.
Sadderdhey
I woke up, got ready, showered and stuff, made like a bajillion plans, then decided to just go to the show. The show ended up being A LOT of fun. I knew like everyone so that made it like ten times funner. And i finally go to see my SOUTHCOTT. They did really good. They almost stayed at my house tonight 'cause they were too tired to drive back to NY. But we decided next year, they are gonna stay over and i'm going to make them all breakfast. Can't wait guys. I met the new bass player and the new singer they are really good lookin'. I spent most of the night with Chrissy Tom(funniest/coolest kid) and Southcott. <3 And now me and Chrissy are about to pig out and watch some movies. Bye Bye! :)
Love,
Mariam
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Today was a good day. I didn't go to school, slept in until about 12:30ish. Ate breakfast then got ready. Then i headed over to Amanda's. I saw her new puppy and hung out there for a while. We made plans with Jesse, but then shit for screwed, my phone has to stop being so dumb. Then we went to the mall, met up with Alex, Mike, and Demitry? Idk how to say it. We hung out there, then walked Alex to work. Oh man Mike is SO funny. We laughed a lot. Then we went to the arcade and played some games, saw Ray and Rich. Good times. Then we walked around and then saw John B. Then walked around some more. Then we left, i got dropped off and i talk to people online. I had a good conversation with Christian, and uh then HE ASKED ME OUT! I was thrilled. I like him a lot. And i see us lasting a while, maybe not forever, but a while. Hopefully forever! =P. We are hanging out this weekend. And yeah. I'm pretty damn happy right now. So i'm going to go eat then have a late night chat with my one and only. Goodnight <3
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Dear Anna and Catherine,
I'm so so so so sorry this happened to you guys. The last i heard you both were in a como. And i want you guys to come out more then ever. You guys were such silly girls. I remember when i was like 12 and Nour, me and you guys all went to the mall. We laughed over the dumbest stuff. It was a good time. I hope you guys get better. I want to visit so bad. Hopefully I will come this weekend. Get better, please?
P_S - I'm not exactly sure who the others are that were in the accident, Steve and Crystal? I'm not sure but i'm so sorry. I hope you all get better. And get better fast!
Love,
Mariam <3
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This weekend was good.
Well Friday I went to the movies with Amanda Christian and Brendan.
Some of Christians friends came, Jake, Brendan, Mike?
And Rene and Tommy.(Wicked cute couple <3).
Me and Christian dressed up! I wore a puffy polkadotted dress,
and he wore a black button down shirt with the cutest tie. He looked smashing <3
We didn't get to do our duet, but we kind of did IN the movies. Hah.
We saw SAW. It was okay, rather funny in a nonhumerous way? Meh.
The movies were packed with a bunch of dumbasses, including myself might i add.
Then Amanda's mom dropped me off at Chrissy's and i hung out with Chrissy, Aaron, DJ, and Jose.
It was fun. Aaron and Chrissy are cute. Even though they don't go out yet. I can see it happening.
We all hung out in her room until like 3:30. I feel asleep though while i was in the middle of a conversation with Aaron. =P
Then on Saturday My mom had a family dinner and such. The kids were in my room for two seconds!
It was then destroyed!I cleaned it all up and then it was a mess.
Then i went to Chrissy's with my cousin Shareen, then we went to the mall.
It wasn't much fun, but i guess we made it fun. I saw John Maggs, Claire, Conor, and Gavin.
Then finally Christian decided to come to the mall! Grrr hehe. But i had to leave like 20 minutes after he came.
Oh well, it was better than nothing. Then i went to Chrissy's and we were terribly bored.
Reed called us and then he and Sean picked us up and drove us around Lynn.
These Asians went nuts when we drove down the street they were on. "They must be very protective of their property." -Sean
Then they dropped us off. And i went home. Then Christian called me and we talked for a while.
My room was such a mess when i got home,
There was lipstick all over my carpet,my pillows, my sweatshirts. I was ripshit.
Christian knows how mad i was. I was flipping out on the phone hah.
Oh well, thanks for calming me down Christian :). Then i went to bed after out Late Night Chat <3.
Sunday i did absolutely nothing! Funnnn stufffff. And it's Monday and i didn't go to school.
I am going to go shower. Bye Bye!
Love,
Mariam <3
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Like the new Layout? :)
It took me a while to draw it on the computer hah.
Leave comments <3
Love,
Mariam
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I'm in school right now, i haven't updated in a while. Haha this is really funny, we are all just listening to music and dancing and what not, this sub. is so nice. And he's kind of cute. He's young also, hes like 20. Well i'm going to update all my pictures soon. My Halloween was fun, i spent it with Amanda Francesca Steve TJ Hadden Giff, i feel like i'm forgeting someone. Oh well. I slept over Amanda's then the next day we went to my house and then we walked down to Andy G's house. Jesse Potter was there we hung out and did stuff, then we got hungry so we went down to Montes. Then Andy and Jesse left. Then we saw TJ working so we waited for him to come out. Then Amanda's mom came and picked us up. And we went to my house really quick then we went to Salem and meet up with people. It was fun, I saw Nathan, then i saw James, I saw Katie k, and I saw more people but i forgot. SOwwwwwy. My tummy started hurting so we went trick or treating! :D. It was fun hehe. I will update later, class is about to end!!! Bye Bye <3
Love,
Mariam
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Woot. Coheed and Cambria, Underoath, and Three last night with Kristen and Chrissy. I had a lot of fun. I saw a lot of people. I was happy i havent seen those people is SO long. I saw Colin, Mike, Steven, Steph, Chuck, Sarah, I didnt see SaraH though!! I saw Erica but i don't think she saw me. I saw James Vinny c and more people. Haha durring Coheed and Cambria we saw Vinny C crowd surf like a bajillion times and he knew where we were so he kept looking over. Ohh Vinny your quite the crazy oneeee. Durring Coheed i lost my flippin bandana!! :(. Some guy crowd surfed and knocked me in the head. I was like yepp. Ow. Oh well. Lol. I saw Jammessss crowd surf also. I havent seen him in so long!! We meet some interesting people on the train. Underoath did good. Oh man the lead singer is friggin hot! I knew he was cute, but when i saw him close up i was like holy shit! Wee i got to see my Claudio. We are getting married one day no matter what. I'm God i can make it happen ;D. Durring Coheed I stood next to this thing. It was scarey. And small. (as kristen is reading this right now she is laughing). Oh man it was so random. I didnt know what was wrong with him. He kept laughing at everything I said! I was like ahhh shush. My star fell off my necklass and this girl like gave it to me. Chrissy thinks she wants me haha. We had a lot of fun durring Underoath because we kept looking at the lead singer haha. Oh mann. They did really good though. I was so happy to see Coheed and Cambria last night. It would be the third time but oh well. They are simply amazing. They are so good live and they bring out the crowd and make everyone go nuts. :D. I'm pissed thoughhh!! I didn't bring my camera. I like cried before the show i almost didnt wanna go. I was having such a bad day. Oh well. It paid off in the enddd <3. Well that's it for now. No one is probobly going to read this though. Oh well :). Bye Bye.
Love,
Mariam.
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Today was fun :D. I woke up and stuff then i talked to people online then Scott called me and then me and Chrissy met up with him. Then we walked to my friend Jenn's house to pick up my perfume. Then we went back to me house and listened to some music and such. Then we walked to Chrissys hung out there for a little while. Then Ant showed up. Then Lia and Wayne. Then Wayne and Ant drove us all to the mall. Then Wayne left. We walked around for a little while. Me and Scott sat in the kids section in sam goody and watched Aladin! :D. Then we left and dropped Lia off then Scott then me. Good times. Scott's awesome. And yeah ! Hehe. Christian So didn't go to the mall today. Oh well lol. Okay that's about it. Bye Bye.
Love,
Mariam
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Yesterday i went to the Topsfield Fair with Amanda Alex and Mike!! It was SOOO much fun. They won me and amanda, a rubber snake, a polkadotted dinosaur, a cute doggy, and a fanny pincher! <3. Well i took like 3 pictures because my camera died. Ughhhhhhhh.
P_S-I resized them but now they are too small :(.
( Tonight I will sleep with a gun in my mouth. )
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Well yesterday i went on Jenns boat, then i went to Chrissys house. Then i went home and Ricky, Brett, Mike, and Ryan came over. That about covers it. And here are some pictures from Places i have been. I havent updated em' in a while. But here ya Go.
( Holding on to something that I once believed in. )
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